March 31st, 2020 at 2:17 AM
(March 26th, 2020 at 6:29 PM)Guardian Wrote: What's stress? Never heard of it.
Honestly, a unintended perk of having a rough childhood is that I don't experience stress the same way as other people. I am sort of emotionally dead in a way, and it makes me realize that we can only do what we can, everything else is out of our control. I am also a believer that we make our own luck, or at least have a role in it. I have to be the one to calm others, usually through talking people through or just by example. I don't have the same 'worry' as others and no matter what I am dealt, I will take the situation I am in at that moment and deal with it right there. I don't dwell on the future, because I spend my time dwelling on how I can mold that future to the extent that I can.
I know, probably not helpful.
Literally, this is me. So much it's almost unreal. I tell people the same thing every day. I honestly wish I wasn't like this. I used to feel so much more alive. But in a way, just rolling with it means nothing can hurt the way that it once did.
Everything just is. Just let it be what it's supposed to be.
These are the words I live by, right here:
